I have always struggled with anxiety and depression. Even now, as I am writing this, I am grappled by my fear of what my future holds for me. However, despite the years of therapy and learning to love myself, one thing that has changed for me is my friendships.

I have talked more than enough of how I have been bullied and tortured but rarely about the people who have been there for me for the last couple of years (apart from my family).

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This is more a letter to you than to myself. Thank you guys. Even though you guys are literally the only people who read my blog, I didn't want to disrupt your privacy. (Can't really say when I am going to be an overnight sensation).

I can't really promise that I am going to be there by your side, or anyone for that matter, at a crucial moment. So, when you feel magnificently little, merely wanted or spectacularly mundane, come back to this tiny portion of the Internet. Even if this is not the portion where you get your latest games, trendiest outfits or favourite books, I could still help you remind yourself that you are special.

Thank you for being kind, unapologetically weird and for having me! Here's a quote by Dr. Richard Dawkins for you to keep going:

“We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Arabia. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively exceeds the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here. We privileged few, who won the lottery of birth against all odds, how dare we whine at our inevitable return to that prior state from which the vast majority have never stirred?”

Here's a song for you :)

Ok bei. Umma.